| It started out okay. Then it got bad. And it ended okay. I was angry. It wasn't a hateful anger. More like a really really reallllly annoyed anger. I meant every word I said. I hate being purposely taken advantage of. I hate disrespecting my parents in attempt to prove a point. I hate crying a lot, having made my eyes look extra puffy. I hate feeling bitter towards people who are clearly oblivious to it. I hate that I give because I love and it always feels like I have to earn that love back. Isn't family supposed to return that love unconditionally? I asked the Lord for patience and for the strength to give all I can for my family. I think I may be up to my limit for now. It's time to take a break. God, please help me. |
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| 'til I'm legal! :] finally found a birthday dress. It's cutee :] Color theme will be bluee |
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I wouldn't dare go as far as to call it an "obsession." It's called LOVE. :] |
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